Escapist

I would like for just one time to
live without fear
I would be so much happier if you just disappear
Sometimes, I think of you and smile... I smile inside
I smile because you are not here anymore

I want to live without fear.
And close my eyes cause you are near.
There’s a disguise over your eyes.

I found myself trying to hide
from you, and all the memories
But anywhere I try to go,
your shadow still haunts me
Taking the only thing I am,
knowing how to break it
and makes a living out of my own ashes

Better shut your mouth,
if its going to tell lies
You are no longer
my sweet valentine
So hard to forget you,
I miss your eyes.
I said I’d never trust
in love again

You make me hate everything I like
And make me regret for everything I’ve said
You didn´t wanted anything I am
So I became all that I hate.

It was my fault for speaking the truth, you weren’t ready for it
It’s always nice to watch you go away.

You make me hate everything I like
And make me regret for everything I’ve said
You didn´t wanted anything I am
So I became all that I hate.